News For Today
Yesterday some kind of amazing things happened in the course of writing the first chapter. My idea of a working process is continuing to evolve based on that... specifically as regards writing versus the other parts of my work day.
All told, I spent about an eight hour day on that chapter and it felt good. I was writing at a really fast pace... 5,500 words with between 3 and 4 hours of actual writing... but it felt very deliberate. For the first time in a long time I really felt like I was not just producing but crafting.
With my current plan of two Tales of MU chapters a week, I think I'm going to keep the days I work on MU "pure"... doing minimal other work and give my whole working day over to the act of crafting the chapter.
Now, it wasn't just the fact that I devoted a day to it that produced such a phenomenal result. There have been plenty of times when I've devoted a day to Getting Something Done on the writing front and ended up with a few unusable paragraphs, written and deleted and rewritten all over again. The whole hour on/hour off business I do is because traditionally I can write more in an hour than I can in a day. But the results are frantic and rushed... I could say "not my best work", but sometimes it does produce results I'm quite proud of. Besides, it's not like I'm able to simultaneously produce another version of the same work produced under more deliberate and studious conditions that is better. The work I produce under the conditions I am able to work is the best work I could have produced. Even if I could do better, what I end up with is my best.
But, for a variety of reasons, it really is less than idea to rely on being able to create a frantic and frenzied drive forward in order to produce art. It's like stripping down the hull of the boat I'm relying on to get me safely to shore in order to feed the pieces into the boiler.
What I'm talking about is anxiety. I'm going to have more thoughts on this in the future, I think. Anxiety has always been part of my life. It's become part of my creative process. I didn't realize that until this past weekend, when someone else shared their thoughts with me on a similar subject. And while I've been able to harness anxiety... somewhat... in order to keep my creativity flowing, it really makes it hard to deal with things like fulfilling orders, going to the post office, dealing with banks, etc. Again, there will be a post about this later in the week. I'd rather focus on the positive for the moment.
Yesterday I did do the "breaking time up into smaller pieces" thing, but... well, it wasn't like it usually is. No anxiety. No sense of "GET IT DONE, GET IT DONE, GET IT DONE" during the active phases. No sense of "WHAT ARE YOU DOING? WHY ARE YOU PIDDLING AROUND?" during the less active phase. No problem switching between them. I let my mind wander as it would wander. I wrote.
Originally I sat down with nothing more specific in mind than Steff and Mackenzie at the festival and the conversation with Marcel. The whole thing with Celia... her scholastic probation (which fits with the circumstances of the character) and her conscription to help run the illusionary mascot, the alteration of the fountain to a perm-illusion memorial, all the little details came about during the reflective periods between the writing, which really were reflective.
I'm going to spend this afternoon seeing how well I can bottle this, basically. I'm going to do another Write For Pleasure Day. Last time I tried that I didn't get much writing done. We'll see how it goes this time.
Personal Assessment
Feel pretty good. Another six and a half hour night of sleep. A little stiffness in one of my knees... I still have a tendency to ignore the warning signs (i.e., stabbing pain) when I'm sitting wrong. My body's always given me random aches and pains. I'm still getting used to the idea that the knee ones are significant.
Little foggy, compared to yesterday. That'll make this a good test of how much of my good writing day yesterday was the things I did differently and how much was just a good day.
Dreams From Last Night
Deathless dreams two nights in a row. It's rare for a book... even a book I love... to influence my dreams so directly.
Plans For Today
I have some The Gift of the Bad Guy orders I need to do, but I need to be a little bit more awake to do those. That's it for what I'm going to do today besides writing.
Yesterday some kind of amazing things happened in the course of writing the first chapter. My idea of a working process is continuing to evolve based on that... specifically as regards writing versus the other parts of my work day.
All told, I spent about an eight hour day on that chapter and it felt good. I was writing at a really fast pace... 5,500 words with between 3 and 4 hours of actual writing... but it felt very deliberate. For the first time in a long time I really felt like I was not just producing but crafting.
With my current plan of two Tales of MU chapters a week, I think I'm going to keep the days I work on MU "pure"... doing minimal other work and give my whole working day over to the act of crafting the chapter.
Now, it wasn't just the fact that I devoted a day to it that produced such a phenomenal result. There have been plenty of times when I've devoted a day to Getting Something Done on the writing front and ended up with a few unusable paragraphs, written and deleted and rewritten all over again. The whole hour on/hour off business I do is because traditionally I can write more in an hour than I can in a day. But the results are frantic and rushed... I could say "not my best work", but sometimes it does produce results I'm quite proud of. Besides, it's not like I'm able to simultaneously produce another version of the same work produced under more deliberate and studious conditions that is better. The work I produce under the conditions I am able to work is the best work I could have produced. Even if I could do better, what I end up with is my best.
But, for a variety of reasons, it really is less than idea to rely on being able to create a frantic and frenzied drive forward in order to produce art. It's like stripping down the hull of the boat I'm relying on to get me safely to shore in order to feed the pieces into the boiler.
What I'm talking about is anxiety. I'm going to have more thoughts on this in the future, I think. Anxiety has always been part of my life. It's become part of my creative process. I didn't realize that until this past weekend, when someone else shared their thoughts with me on a similar subject. And while I've been able to harness anxiety... somewhat... in order to keep my creativity flowing, it really makes it hard to deal with things like fulfilling orders, going to the post office, dealing with banks, etc. Again, there will be a post about this later in the week. I'd rather focus on the positive for the moment.
Yesterday I did do the "breaking time up into smaller pieces" thing, but... well, it wasn't like it usually is. No anxiety. No sense of "GET IT DONE, GET IT DONE, GET IT DONE" during the active phases. No sense of "WHAT ARE YOU DOING? WHY ARE YOU PIDDLING AROUND?" during the less active phase. No problem switching between them. I let my mind wander as it would wander. I wrote.
Originally I sat down with nothing more specific in mind than Steff and Mackenzie at the festival and the conversation with Marcel. The whole thing with Celia... her scholastic probation (which fits with the circumstances of the character) and her conscription to help run the illusionary mascot, the alteration of the fountain to a perm-illusion memorial, all the little details came about during the reflective periods between the writing, which really were reflective.
I'm going to spend this afternoon seeing how well I can bottle this, basically. I'm going to do another Write For Pleasure Day. Last time I tried that I didn't get much writing done. We'll see how it goes this time.
Personal Assessment
Feel pretty good. Another six and a half hour night of sleep. A little stiffness in one of my knees... I still have a tendency to ignore the warning signs (i.e., stabbing pain) when I'm sitting wrong. My body's always given me random aches and pains. I'm still getting used to the idea that the knee ones are significant.
Little foggy, compared to yesterday. That'll make this a good test of how much of my good writing day yesterday was the things I did differently and how much was just a good day.
Dreams From Last Night
Deathless dreams two nights in a row. It's rare for a book... even a book I love... to influence my dreams so directly.
Plans For Today
I have some The Gift of the Bad Guy orders I need to do, but I need to be a little bit more awake to do those. That's it for what I'm going to do today besides writing.