Ugh.

Right now I seem to be sleeping about four hours a night just because that's what my body is used to. I'm not feeling overwhelming anxiety or anger or dread, as I had been. I'm not in the middle of an awesome creative burst. It is not too hot to sleep in my room. None of the usual causes apply.

On the other hand, I haven't tried taking anything to help me sleep lately, because when my sleep gets bad enough the possibility of being fogged up but not able to sleep kind of terrifies me... so now maybe that things are back to "normal" I should start that.

Yeah, it's four thirty and I'm wide awake. I'm going to take my melatonin-and-valerian cocktail and go lie back down.

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So... I laid back down at around 5 in the morning and fell asleep fairly rapidly. I would have been happy with just another four hours of sleep, but instead I got around seven in a row. I feel a little bit logy now, but then I've just woken up. This is definitely the longest and best uninterrupted sleep I've had for weeks.

So I guess it's back on the pills for me.

Construction Post: TOMU 2-24

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The Sound of FEAR

"You sound normal nervous and not you level nervous." -- Jack, on listening to my fundraiser announcement.

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