Thursday, September 25th
Sep. 25th, 2014 09:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alexandraerinThe Daily Report
Yesterday, after I realized that I wasn't feeling what I was trying to do with Tales of MU, I decided to wrap up what I'm calling my sudden memoir of loss, entitled Grief is the Worst Ninja. Originally I thought I'd keep writing it through next Tuesday (when we'll receive Dorian's remains) but I felt like the immediacy that characterized the earlier writing was draining away as I went. It would have basically turned into a diary if I had kept it going for another five or six days, which wasn't what I needed to write or wanted to share. I may well write more in the same vein in the future, but for now, I did what I needed to do and I'd like to do other things.
The State of the Me
Today I feel quite a bit different than I have previous days. Specifically, crankier and increasingly numb. But that's a difference!
Plans For Today
I honestly don't know right now.
Yesterday, after I realized that I wasn't feeling what I was trying to do with Tales of MU, I decided to wrap up what I'm calling my sudden memoir of loss, entitled Grief is the Worst Ninja. Originally I thought I'd keep writing it through next Tuesday (when we'll receive Dorian's remains) but I felt like the immediacy that characterized the earlier writing was draining away as I went. It would have basically turned into a diary if I had kept it going for another five or six days, which wasn't what I needed to write or wanted to share. I may well write more in the same vein in the future, but for now, I did what I needed to do and I'd like to do other things.
The State of the Me
Today I feel quite a bit different than I have previous days. Specifically, crankier and increasingly numb. But that's a difference!
Plans For Today
I honestly don't know right now.