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I keep having a weird Human Target (the TV show, not the comic that nominally inspired it) themed dream where I'm in the Christopher Chance role and am among a handful of passengers (sometimes only one, my client) trapped in the "rear cabin" of an airplane, that because it wasn't intended to be used on a flight isn't equipped with seat belts and worse, for some reason the rear door (which is basically a hatch that is the entire back of the plane) is going to open as the plane touches down and we're all going to be sucked out and fly out onto the tarmac.

The resulting scenario and its improbably solution are basically a mash-up of the crisis resolution from the pilot (with the California bullet train) and an airplane, and the first time I had this dream it really followed that formula pretty well: only one other person, we made an impromptu parachute and made it out with little more than scratches.

I've had the dream a few times since then, though, and it seems like each time the situation spirals more and more out of control. In the version I had last night, the hatch was going to blow while the plane was just beginning its descent, there were too many people trapped in the rear for making an impromptu parachute to be a plausible solution, and I'd just got done arranging people into the most survival-optimal configuration when I turned around and most of them had moved back to their original seats against the rear of the plane because they didn't believe I was telling the truth about the danger. As a result almost everybody got sucked out when the hatch opened.

I subscribe to the theory that really quite often a cigar is just a cigar. These dreams have been occurring and recurring during a time of my life when I'm pretty anxiety free, and none of my anxiety has to do with the thought of others depending on me or an inability to inspire trust or anything like that. I have had dreams that I'm pretty sure were triggered by anxiety, and they're all a lot more straightforward and less allegorical, and tellingly, I wake up from them feeling all the more anxious. This is just a weird, random mash-up of things that are in my head.

But it's happened at least five nights in a row at a time when I don't happen to be making status posts, so I wanted to get it on record.
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Just the other day I was telling Jack how it would be kind of nice to go spend a week and a half with my parents with only my little netbook... living at the dollhouse makes it hard for me to get up and walk away from the computer, because there are a limited number of directions in which I can walk that will not just take me to another computer. After weeks of a furious work pace in multiple directions, I was looking forward to the chance to relax a little.

So, of course, on day one of my semication, my one computer becomes inoperable.

On the plus side, my famously poor pattern recognition skills have finally pieced together the common factor in every time my netbook gets virus'd: airport wi-fi. To be specific, every time the poor thing gets hammered, it's after (or in this case, while) I use the free wi-fi at Omaha's Eppley Airfield. I never caught on to this before because in all the cases before there was the more obvious common factor that the problem always showed up when I was visiting my parents. This was obviously more correlation than causation, as sometimes I'd be staying at their place in Nebraska and sometimes here in Florida, and there was no sign that anything was wrong on their network. So it just seemed like a run of bad luck.

When my computer restarted in the middle of the airport and I got a phoney warning from "Microsoft Security Essentials" trying to get me to buy Palladium Protection Pro (Microsoft Security Essentials is a real thing, but they don't shill for antivirus programs you've never heard of), it hit me that no matter where I'd visited them, each time my lappy had succumbed had been soon after a trip through the airport, or multiple airports. I'm not saying I got infected in Omaha each time, but it seems likely that an airport was the vector in each case.

I could kick myself for having taken out my lappy in the first place after having told myself (and the internet) that I was going to be relying on my Kindle for time-passing and nerve-calming during the trip part of this trip... but if I had stuck to that, then I probably would have pulled out the lappy next time, and who knows whether or not I would have made the connection between that and any infections that manifested later?

Lesson learned. From now on I'll stick to my Kindle when I'm traveling, and use my phone for those things which must absolutely be checked on/kept up with.

Anyway, I'd planned on rather leisurely beginning (or even finishing) the Little Aidan story tonight and doing some bookkeeping, get confirmations out to the people who paid for AAEs this weekend, but I've spent the past few hours de-verminating my laptop and now I just want to get to bed. The Aidan story will be going up later in the week; I'm going to press on with the next chapter tomorrow. Now that the immediate tension/suspense has been resolved, the construction posts will be returning... a development no one can welcome more than me, as it makes it the writing come both easier and faster.

I did finish reading Habitation of the Blessed during my flight, and under different circumstances I would have already posted a review of it. I would like to share my thoughts about it by and by, but for now I'll just say that it is a wickedly funny book. Humor is not its only or even chief virtue, but it's one that I suspect goes remarked on less often than its other ones, in the same way and for the same reason that the wisdom and beauty which twine themselves through Douglas Adams's novels aren't often remarked on. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy would not be as enduringly popular if there weren't a good deal of sense running beneath the surface of its more obvious sense of humor, and the first book of the Dirge For Prester John trilogy wouldn't work as well as it did if there weren't an incisive sense of humor running beneath its insightful sense of everything else.
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...which means I'm shutting down the computer now. I know people get worried when I don't post, and I figure the silence will probably be extra deafening after a period of heavy activity, but I'm probably not going to be online much for the rest of the weekend. I'll have my smartphone and netbook with me, but I expect to be more plugged into my Kindle during the journey part of the journey so I probably won't be as responsive to messages as usual.

I did receive a few more Author Appreciation Edition pre-sales over the past day or so that I haven't had a chance to reply to, so if you ordered from early Saturday morning on and haven't heard from me, or you're about to order, know that I didn't miss it. I'll be confirming the weekend's orders Sunday night or Monday.

Semi Random

Jun. 7th, 2010 01:23 pm
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  • Two hours before departure is probably way earlier than I need to arrive at Omaha Eppley Airfield, especially in the middle of a weekday. It seriously took five minutes from the curb to the right side of security. But once I'm in here I can relax a bit, whereas if I'd waited I would have fretted about every single thing that could go wrong.

    I still am, but there are fewer of them now.

  • My first flight today is only 55 minutes long. It's followed by a three hour layover. Hurrying up and waiting seems to be the order of the day. I passed through Minneapolis's airport at a trot the other week. Now I'll have time to poke around it a bit.

  • The obligatory cameo in Iron Man 2 may be compelling me to write a seriously meta bit of Time Variance Authority fic. If that sentence made sense to you, then you would probably love it. If it mystifies you, then the fic likely would, too. I don't know if it'll get written or not. I only do fan fic when the muse seriously moves me (the muse of fan fic, of course, is Sousanna), which generally means when I feel the idea is too clever to be ignored.

  • That just reminded me of the thing I forgot to pack... the one thing that wasn't on the checklist that Jack so wisely insisted I make, because I just decided to bring it last night (or rather, at around one in the morning today): a copy of Iron Man, so I can complete the cultural education of my Philistine of a boyfriend. Ah, well. That's why the good lord invented rentals.

  • I finally set up a filter for reading my LJ friends list. What does my reading list page look like? "I'm giving Dreamwidth a try...", "I'm finally moving to Dreamwidth...", "So I got a Dreamwidth account..." I am behind the curve.

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