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One of the things I've realized in my life-hacking and ongoing self-improvement project is that I'm an entertainer. That's the talent that's given to me... being a crusader or educator is outside my skill set. Some educating or crusading might happen in the course of my entertainment, but when I lose sight of what I'm doing the result is me being flustered, frustrated, and floundering. That latter part is why there have been more posts about writing and roleplaying than more "serious business" in my Livejournal lately... I've felt like I couldn't handle that sort of discussion at the level I wanted to, which left me feeling sort of inadequate.

But nobody is equipped to do everything, and I'm equipped to do a few things pretty darn well. That's not inadequacy. It's specialization.

And that realization is part of why I've been having a bit of a quiet renaissance in my work after a period of... well, sort of circling the drain, to be honest. I had a lot of mini-epiphanies along the way, a lot of attempts to revitalize that only succeeded insofar as they helped keep things moving at all.

Yesterday was a kind of weird day for me, so there wasn't a lot of new stuff going up. I have another rule to add to my life: don't do website work on a day you intend to write. I was all excited about giving Fantasy In Miniature a makeover a la MU, but afterwards it took me like two hours to write the 700ish word story I put up on it and then I stalled out on doing anything else until well into the evening, when Circumstances sort of took over. I guess I should learn the lesson that during the years when I was engaged in technical, computer-oriented work I did very little creatively, and since I've spent years focusing on my Art my computer skills have degraded quite a bit. My brain's just not big enough to hold both of those things in active memory.

On the other hand, when I gave my Saturday over to the MU site, I was able to whoop out a story on Sunday and Monday. So that's the way to go.

Anyway, it's a new day and I need to put some food in the word-tank and then I'll have some nice things for you to read.
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So, my post about how too much self-reflection can paralyze you in a fashion similar to analysis paralysis is going nowhere (the God of Irony wants me to think this is my punishment for offending it, but that's actually going to be something worse, later) but there have been a lot of good ideas on the "Work In Progress" post.

A lot of the collaborative/document-sharing ideas are good, but they don't quite appeal to me. I think I'd rather stick with a blog format: something I know, something easy to use, something I can write in the same format (HTML) that the finished story will be in and have the results render correctly, something with comments built in.

Someone suggested I just do it here, and I think that's a good idea, especially to begin with. Why invest a lot of time and resources (or any) into this little experiment when I could do it right here where I'm comfortable?

By making a tag for the Works In Progress (and maybe individual tags for individual stories, like WIP: Tales Of MU) I can let readers bookmark/subscribe to just those posts if that's all they care to read. Regular readers of my LJ who are interested don't have to check anywhere else. And LJ readers who don't want to see things that aren't finished can read the spoiler warning and skip it.

And there's a comment system that accepts logins from just about anywhere these days.

I was surprised at the number of people who suggested I leave the comments hidden, but I'd rather those comments come in a vacuum than play off each other. And if I stop to reply to the comments (which I can't do while they're hidden), I'll never get anywhere... the whole point of the thing will fall apart.

The other plus: I never manage to keep a backlog of finished things for very long because it doesn't create the sort of motivation my brain actually responds to. Writing things and not sharing them immediately doesn't give me any kind of "kick", and knowing there's a backlog makes me feel too comfortable. So now I can work on a backlog, but in public.

So... yeah. I think I've got my plan here. If this works out well enough, I might move it somewhere more dedicated later. But for now, this is the plan.

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